I fake this smile day and night

Hi i am allison. i am 15 years old. my life isnt the best. everyone thinks im this shy girl and people dnt really notice me. i let things get to me easily i let people break me down, i am not as strong as i should be but i still try. all i want is just to be accepted thats all i want . Everyone thinks i am this happy girl , but inside i am broken. yes i cut. its something i am working on